Me and things you might want to know

I’m a mommy to two beautiful little girls and we are trying for our third. I have polycystic kidney disease and both of my daughters do too. They at 2 and 1 are on blood pressure meds and we are just playing the waiting game, waiting for their kidneys to fail, waiting to be able to test donors….just waiting. I don’t let their or my own disease run our life. You probably won’t see to many posts about their problems unless I post about a doctors appointment, which we have coming up this month, or if their happens to be a problem.

I have found that there are few that are truly happy that I want to have another child. So we won’t be telling any close friends or family about any pregnancy that may or may not happen untill I am pretty far along. So for that reason I won’t be posting pics or using my real name or my childrens real name. Unless we change our minds and decide that we don’t want to concieve any more.

I used to blog on myspace but you can’t be anonymous like you can be here. I love to blog and will probably do so as often as my children and schedule will allow.

You may be wondering why milkmama for your name. Well I’m very pro-breastfeeding and am still breastfeeding my youngest who will be 16 months old soon. I even nursed my oldest until I was for months pregnant with my youngest. So if I do manage to get pregnant I hope to tandem nurse. I didn’t make it last time and I deeply regret it : (

For those who chart thier fertility I’m in CD 8 with creamy cervical fluid. I missed my temp this morning because baby got up a few times last night and I knew it wouldn’t be accurate. I hope to temp tomorrow and hope to see some more fertile cervical fluid.

I hope that this first post will do, I also hope someone will read and comment on my blog : ) It will make me want to write more.

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